Director: Matthew Daniel Siskin & Lauren Jauregui
Editor: Matthew Daniel Siskin & Lauren Jauregui
Producer: AGPNYC / designedmemory
Can’t be without you
Don’t wanna be with you
And although I have tried to
My heart has a way of rejecting what’s good for it…
I know it’s tiring
All the convincing
I can be someone I feel I’m not.
Who taught me that?
That I wasn’t good enough?
Why did I let you believe it?
Why haven’t I caught your bluff?
When everyone’s gone, you can’t fall apart.
You will see it’s always been
You and I (you and I, you and I)
Oh you and I (you and I, you and I)
Like the colors on the walls
But you can’t erase them all
I’m starting to see it now,
It’s so clear to me now,
I’m actually not addicted to the drugs
I’m addicted to feeling fucking numb
This world I’m living in
There’s just too much to be done
To dismantle the mental that has us moving like we weren’t made with love.
Creators watching, I know that much.
Sat me down and told me to
If you don’t listen to the messages they’ll just keep coming”
Ignoring Spirit really never helped amount to nothing so…